Wednesday, March 19
4:55 AM
Holidays was like.. Bombs ? Yeah, a lot of things happen. Especially unexpected things happen.
Friday; went the juvenile court. Cheeeeeebyeeee. I dulan lers, the stupid counselor at first keep like making the situation worse by emphasizing how critical my conditions were. Fuck her mans, talk for like an hour plus? Make me so dulan cans. 3 plus finally can go off lers. When going to meet korkor, Han smsed me. Ask me go sentosa, lols lahs. I just so happen to be near harbour front. Yous lucky bastard bodoh! Hahas. Went there slack around for awhile. Then baby finally called :D (yippy!) I thought he forgot about calling me and I was about to be emo again. Then he ask me go watch movie with him together with ahboonboon ( [: ) and adrain they alls. In the end stupid adrain and people pangsehs us. Only ahboon, ddar and i go watch "Step Up 2". Woots, the dance moves totally was like woah. Sure yous stun tio like me also xD After that rush down with ddar to chalet. Damn retard cans, go there lers everyone all I bu ren shi ders. Except got Sky ( ah-bish! ), Dean, Pohyng, Pekky, and Matthew ( zz . ). Sat around and watched them played cards. "fighting" with Dean over a lollipop stick ( =="! ), so dumbbs cans. After that I tired lers, sleep on ddar ders leg and then fall asleep... ( zzZ . ) Then Yuelong came in, rahhhhs. He wake me up lors, si xiiao long ): HAHAHAS. Say what the bed was reserve for me and ddar only. Boo`shit yo. In the end ddar and I sleep until 2 plus. Bui tahan they talk, so we go out beach slack and sio hoonki. After that come back around 5 plus. Go makan with pekky. Come back lers, make friends with Pohyng. Then fight with Kendrick. Damn dulan lors, Matthew help me ask him back for my money. Then si Ken-dick show me attitude. Nabei cheebye lors him. Humph ( |: ). They he wanted hit me somemore, then Matthew and Pohyng stop him and help protect me. Thankq Pohyng. None for Matthew cause yous told me got red wine in the end have martel only. Actually bui pai lers, but also nots yous pay ders. After that go home bathhhh.
Saturday; after bath went down to baby's house. He go bath then I read "lao fu zi". After that I too tired doze off on his bed. Half way through he wake me up, cause he cook for me meegoreng ( :D ). Thanks. After eat, then we sleep.. After wake up lers, meet Zhanrong at bishan slack with him. After awhile Gary`daddii come meet us also. After awhile we go together to Chalet again. Stupid Ken-dick ask Clive not to bring me go. Humph. Angrys. But Sky tell me to just go, if Ken-dick not happy say go look for Sky. Tan-k-keu-SUPERMAN ( [: ). After wards, slack until 3 plus. Marmyy call me tell me Kailing ( Kor ders ex |: ) run away with a guy ( LETIAN -bastart ). Damn dulan, shall not emphasize. But that night wanted to go kio daiji ones lors with the bitch and bastard. Then when go aljunid that time, Pohyng and I zao cab. I first time zao cab hear one uncle only say "bu yao pao" then never run after yous. Make us run so fast for nothing. In the end ddar cannot ton, but Pohyng ask me ton so I anything lors. When I over there like some blurblur ders person. At some time Dean come talk to me, then we chat chat for quite long until Pohyng Samuel Angel Jeffrey and some other people pull 2 of us go beach walkwalk. Coincidentally, at that time korkor reach lers. So I borrow money from Deann help pay cab fare. Thankq Dean, I owe yous $2.20 now. Hurhur. Kor pei me slack whole night lors, thank yous kays (: and Dean ofcourse. So dumbb cans, at 6 plus he sms. But my phone no battery. So I bobian 7 plus then read, but is use Dean ders phone. Then the sms come in I also don't know whose number lai ders, so I reply "yous who". Hahas, turn out to be Dean asking me where am I. So retarded.
Sunday; Pohyng and kor pei me go home change. This time zao cab agains. Use my old trick, cannot say scarly the uncle know is me ( |: ). After that Vince come meet us slack. Then we go play lan at Timah. So funnys cans. Play until very shiok. Around 6 korkor go home. Then Pohyng and Vince pei me home. They makan at my house. They machiam stupid cans, fight over the peanut. Hahas. Then in my room I tired until fall asleep then I don't know what they doing ... After that they go home. Around nine plus ddar come look for me. I go and meet him awhile then come home sleep lurs.
Sleep until next day 11 plus then wake up. So never go school. Machiam that day I quarrel with my real`papa. Then he threaten me want take back my phone and laptop. So angrys cans. In the end I run to kor ders house with my laptop. Slack until 9 plus then go home. Todays also never go school.
It seems to hard to carry on this relationship, so difficult to hold on. With you constantly having doubts in your mind, and my heart aching with the past memories, it's just seem impossible already. The love is dead. In case you haven't realise.