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Tuesday, February 26
1:37 AM
I cried my heart out, I cut my wrist, I slashed my hands. And all this was for you. You said I didn't know when you were crying, you said I didn't want you anymore, you said I didn't understand you at some point of time. In fact, I knew you were crying and it caused me heartaches. And I want you more than ever, but I can't cause what you did really hurt me alot. I never got into this kind of situation before, it's tiring. Quarrelling with you everytime, using breaking up to hurt you is the only form of defence I can give myself. I feel insecure with you, cause i'm afraid you will leave me someday. Never had I felt this miserable, or should I say I never felt what heartbreak was in all my past relationships. I was always the one that broke up with the other party, though this time I initiated the break up with you too but it's different. Caused that action that you did really pains me. It's way more difficult for me to endure and take the pain from what I did from hurting myself. It's comforting to know that you love me, but it's suffocating when I know that the love you give me is shared with someone else. This is getting all too hard for me to take it all by myself. I want to be able to share your problems with you, stay by you when you need me, and give all my love to you when you want someone to love you. But it's to the extreme now, i've got no one other than myself to take it all. I will endure, though I know this won't be good for me. If the answer that i'm getting is something negative, i'm afraid I will break down. In fact, right now at this moment, I can die. Straight away, i've got nothing on my mind is worth me staying on. Yes, not even you anymore.